My neighbor kept insisting she spotted my daughter at home during school hours. To be sure, I pretended to leave for work—then hid beneath the bed. Minutes later, I heard more than one set of footsteps crossing the hallway.

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From my vantage point, the acoustics of the house funneled the conversation from the living room directly to me.

A boy’s voice, cracking with puberty and suppressed tears, spoke first. “My dad yelled at me again this morning. He called me a coward because I didn’t want to get on the bus.”

A girl sniffled. “Yesterday, Jason pushed me into the lockers. Hard. I have a bruise on my shoulder the size of an apple. I almost fell down the stairs.”

Another girl, her voice thick with congestion, sobbed quietly. “They dumped my lunch tray again. Spaghetti. All over my new sweater. Everyone laughed. Even the teacher on duty just looked away.”

My stomach twisted into a knot of nausea. These kids weren’t truants. They weren’t rebels.

They were refugees.

They were running from a war zone that I had blindly sent my daughter into every morning.

Then Lily’s voice filled the silence. It was soft, tired, but laced with a steeliness that shocked me.

“You’re safe here,” she told them. “Mom works until five, and Mrs. Greene usually goes to the senior center or naps around noon. Nobody will bother us here. We can breathe.”

I covered my mouth with both hands as hot tears pooled in my eyes, blurring my vision of the dusty mattress slats above me. Why? Why had Lily been carrying this mountain alone?

Then the boy asked the question that was screaming in my mind.

“Lily… don’t you want to tell your mom? She seems nice.”

Silence. Heavy, thick, and heartbreaking.

Finally, Lily whispered, her voice barely audible:

“I can’t. Do you remember three years ago? When I was bullied in elementary school? Mom fought for me. She went to the school again and again. She shouted, she wrote letters. She got so stressed she cried every night in the kitchen when she thought I was asleep. She got migraines. She almost lost her job because of the meetings.”

She took a shaky breath.

“I can’t do that to her again. She’s finally happy. She thinks we’re safe. I just want Mom to be happy. So I’m handling it myself.”

I choked on a sob, burying my face in the crook of my arm to stifle the sound. My daughter had been protecting me. She was absorbing the cruelty of the world to preserve my peace of mind.

“If it weren’t for you, Lily, I’d have nowhere to go,” the girl with the bruise whispered. “I’d probably be… I don’t know. I can’t take it anymore.”

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