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My hands were shaking as I walked back toward my own house. I moved through the neighbors’ yards, feeling like a criminal in my own life, ducking behind fences and trees. My heart pounded a frantic rhythm against my ribs—thump-thump, thump-thump.
Lily’s bedroom was pristine. The bed was made with military precision. The desk was organized, pencils aligned by height. It was the room of a girl who was trying desperately to control her environment because she couldn’t control anything else.
If she was coming home, she wouldn’t expect me to be here.
With a groan of effort, I lowered myself onto the carpet and crawled under the bed frame.
It was a claustrophobic nightmare. The space was cramped, smelling of dust and old carpet fibers. The darkness pressed against my face. I pulled my phone out, silenced it, and checked the time.
I lay there, my body rigid. Every creak of the house settling sounded like a gunshot.