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My thoughts spiraled into the darkest corners — gambling, a secret phone, a motel room on the other side of town.
Whatever he was doing, he was keeping it completely off record. And that kind of careful secrecy is never accidental.
That night, I didn’t close my eyes. I lay facing the wall, pretending to sleep, waiting.
The cold air hit me the second I stepped outside — sharp, bracing, as if daring me to turn back.
I kept my headlights off until he had enough distance. He drove across town, past the shopping center, past neighborhoods I knew by heart.
My grip tightened on the wheel. It already looked worse than anything I’d imagined.
He parked behind a low building with no sign out front. I killed my engine half a block away and sat there in the dark, forcing my breathing to slow.
He carried them to a side gate where a woman in a fleece vest stood waiting, like she’d been expecting him.
I crept close enough to peer through the chain link, and nothing I’d imagined during that long drive prepared me for what I saw.