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I thought about what it meant to carry a life and not keep it. I thought about boundaries, about attachment, about the invisible lines between generosity and permanence. And beneath all that, I thought about how deeply I loved them.
In the end, love outweighed fear.
The months that followed were both ordinary and extraordinary. Doctor appointments. Vitamins lined up on the counter.
The slow transformation of my body as a heartbeat flickered on a monitor and became something undeniable.
I felt every kick. Every hiccup. Every shift beneath my ribs.