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Watching my daughter battle an illness at 17 was the hardest thing I’d ever faced as a mother. I thought the surprise waiting in her hospital room would be the most emotional part of the night, but I was wrong.
The Promise
The hospital coffee in my hand had gone cold an hour ago, yet I kept holding it as if it were the only solid thing left in my life.
Carol used to cut pictures of dresses from magazines and tape them to her bedroom mirror.
“Mom, promise you’ll do my hair that night,” she’d say, even back when she was in the fifth grade.
Now her hair was gone, but those magazine pictures were still taped to the mirror at home, waiting.
That afternoon, I sat beside her hospital bed and watched her sleep.
On the rolling tray beside her sat a leather journal I had bought her in February. She wrote in it every day. Alongside it were letters carefully folded into thirds and addressed in her looping handwriting to names I recognized from her class.
“Sorry, honey. Didn’t mean to startle you,” I quickly apologized.
I nodded as though I understood. Teenagers needed privacy, even sick ones. Maybe especially sick ones.
A moment later, Carol’s phone buzzed on the tray. The name Daryl lit up the screen before she turned it face down.
“He’s checking on you again?”
“He’s just being Daryl.”
“He’s a good one.”
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