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“She didn’t want to risk missing it. She wanted to dance once. With her friends. And she wanted you to see her happy.”
My voice ripped through the corridor.
“How could Carol hide something like this from me?!”
One of the teenagers opened the door and peeked into the hallway, but after Daryl gave a small nod, they quietly closed it again.
I shook uncontrollably.
“I’m her mother, Daryl. Her mother. I should’ve been the first person she told.”
I wiped my face.
At last, Daryl looked directly into my eyes.
“Because she wanted you in there with her, knowing. Not after. Now. While she’s still laughing.”
My beautiful daughter had been carrying all of this alone.
“She thought she was protecting me.”
I carefully folded the letters as though they might tear apart.
Smoothed my shirt.
And turned toward Carol’s room.
The envelope remained in my hand.
For illustrative purposes only
The Dance
I walked back inside.
Soft music still floated through the room.
Carol was glowing in a way I hadn’t seen for months.
The moment she saw the envelope in my hand, her smile disappeared.
I sat down on the edge of her bed.
The room gradually fell silent.
“You read them,” she whispered.
“I did, sweetheart.”
Her eyes immediately filled with tears.
“Mama, I didn’t want you to spend our good days crying. You’ve been so strong. I just wanted you to keep hoping a little longer.”
I took her hand.
It felt impossibly small.
“Carol, listen to me. We don’t hide anything from each other anymore. Whatever’s coming, we’ll face it together. No more brave little secrets. Deal?”
She nodded against my shoulder.
“Deal.”
I glanced around the room.
Her friends stood awkwardly near the wall, uncertain whether they should leave.
I shook my head.
“Don’t you dare go anywhere! My daughter’s at her prom!”
Then I stood and extended my hand.
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